Was it delusion or dream By Tariq Aziz! Must watch Lines from my Dairy~P...

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27 October 2017 Written By Tariq

I want to cry but unfortunately 

There is not a single tear in my eyes

I want to pray but sadly

Not a single word comes from my lips

I want to worship or offer prayer but

Suddenly my brain goes blank

My legs feel weak, tired and heavy

Then there is darkness everywhere

Then I feel that somebody says

Tariq, You have destroyed yourself

You have forgot everything

You love yourself only

You are sinner and there is no place for sinners in heaven

At that time I feel fear then I weep like a child and say again and again

I am sorry please forgive me

Please forgive me

Please forgive me

I scram and say please give me one chance

I will change my life

I will respect my parents

I will offer prayer

I will not hate anyone

I will not tease anyone

I will not taunt anyone

I will help others

Please help me and let me go

But nobody wants to hear my voice

Then I realized  it is daydream

I feel it has just happen to me

And it is just like real

Was it delusion or dream